Bliss :]

September 16, 2008 at 11:04 pm | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

I’m not much of a nature person but today was fun. We had a psych test today and I finished super early so I got out at around 4:00PM (class starts @ 3:30PM). And then, it was only for a little while, but I just lay down on the grass for like 20 minutes, listening to some ballads and bossa nova. It was a really nice experience. It was so nice and relaxing that I’m blogging about it right now so I don’t forget. I was in the shade so it was like the perfect temperature and the sky was so blue and pretty and I could catch a glimpse of the tree I was semi-under, but mostly I could see the sky and clouds. It felt so good. I didn’t think about anything, just singing along to the song in my head and I got lost in my own little world. Sounds really cliche, but I think I needed this breather.

~Venting

September 12, 2008 at 12:59 am | In Rant | Leave a Comment

What the fuck. I don’t treat your friends like that, don’t treat mine like that. So fucking rude. Sometimes, you’re really immature. Grow up.

-edit: Wow, I was all calmed down today. And *snap* now I’m mad again. You’re so great. Thanks.

Last Night

August 22, 2008 at 7:22 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

I had a pretty restful night. It was the first time in awhile that I had a dream. I don’t know what it means but I know I shouldn’t hope >_< It’s dangerous to my mental health.

I think I’m sick .

-edit: I am sick. Hope crushed. :] Feeling fineeeee

?

August 16, 2008 at 2:26 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

I’m getting dizzy a lot. I wake up and sleep at random times. I sometimes eat once a day or more than what is normal. My vision keeps alternating between blurry and sharp. I get lightheaded. I want to faint sometimes. I’m inconsistent. I’m doing things I don’t really feel like doing. I’m indecisive all the time. Sometimes I just go into a zone and can’t focus on anything else. I have short term memory loss frequently. I can’t remember something I was thinking about a few moments ago sometimes. Sometimes I don’t have the energy to get out of bed but don’t have the energy to go back to sleep. It takes me more than an hour and a half to fall asleep at nights. I feel fickle.

What’s wrong with me? I feel like my mind’s going insane. Just typing what comes to mind.

Hohum

August 6, 2008 at 10:59 pm | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

Do you have a grudge against me? I don’t remember doing anything to offend you but you always treat me like crap and that’s how I feel like sometimes. I really don’t feel like helping you, but I will.

These days have been so boring lately. I should have learned to drive earlier :[ Then I would go to sooo many places :] I don’t need company too! Gahhh I can’t wait :\ I’ve also been thinking about apartments lately. I really want one. It’s not that I can’t stand this house, I just want to decorate my own ^-^

I felt like writing a reallly long post, but I’m so drained right now haha

Life Update ?

July 10, 2008 at 2:12 am | In Randomosity | Leave a Comment

Sometimes I get tired. And I just want to sleep forever. It’s days like this that I wish it wasn’t summer so it could rain. The weather is never in tune with my feelings, haha.

Going to Florida this week. I’m excited to go to Disney World! (so much) But I’m not excited to leave everyone :[ I sad :[ We already have a limited summer as is, due to SOME people working and/or taking summer school. It's summer and I'm an adamant believer that if you don't HAVE to do it, then DON'T. Anyhow, we're also going to the Bahamas? Ugh, cruise. I'm not a big fan of cruises or ships or boats in general. Titanic, Poseidon...yeah, I'm probably going to die in two weeks >_< Oh well :]

So I finally got another memory card. Insanely expensive though. $30 for a 2GB micro-SD and it’s SANDISK (not Kingston D=) I wanted it by the time we leave because I am NOT sharing an R4 with my brother over these next two weeks. I should have ordered online. I could have gotten 2 of them for $20 =[

The new Perfume single is so cute <3 "love the world" and "edge" are really good songs. Probably cause Yasutaka Nakata (comparable to Timbaland in my book) produces awesome electro beats <3 srsly, it's lovely

Today was a funny day :] What with Rouel hiding in the corner…That was pretty unforgettable. So awesome x]

I’m feeling lethargic right now. Actually, I’m still feeling awake, I just don’t feel like typing this right now. Maybe I’m just bored :]

Okay bye bye

random

July 8, 2008 at 2:20 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

blogged =P

done.

I haven’t written in awhile…

July 3, 2008 at 1:20 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

So it is the evening before AX. I’m excited to buy things :] Not excited to walk around :\

Anyhow, this summer has been pretty boring. I’ve been feeling sort of confused about something but can’t ask anyone about it :\ *sigh* I don’t know. My whole being is pretty apathetic. Anyhow, I guess I just won’t do anything and nothing will happen so x_x I don’t want to look stupid.

Anyhow, so I went to Annekinn’s party on Sunday. It was fun :] The DJ was okay even though it was like a discotheque the whole time rofl but he started playing current-gen songs towards the end of the night (although the spanish rap/etc. I was not digging but luckily I was outside for that and didn’t have to dance to it x_x) Lots of funny moments happened :] (R&R grinding [not really] rofl and arm-in-arm x]) Anyhow, I thought the party was going to be bigger but it was nice because it fit like the right amount of people and even though the dance floor was small, it wasn’t THAT small and not everyone danced on it so it fit us all x] Food was good too <3

ugh I’ll finish this later x] ttyl

sometimes

June 14, 2008 at 2:55 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

I get emo, haha

but I’m lucky :]

utter laziness

June 9, 2008 at 3:10 pm | In Life, Randomosity | 1 Comment

My left arm is hurting a LOT right now. And I have no idea why. (I bowl with my right?) Anyhow, I’ve just been extremely lazy to blog these past two days <_< Let’s recap.

Saturday: my graduation party. I seriously did not know anybody there. Thank goodness some of my friends came otherwise I’d have been cowering in a corner the whole time. I swear, about a million pictures were taken. I hate being the center of attention <_< Makes me want to go into my room and sleep lol But everyone was really nice, so it was fun =) Food was good <3 So, right when it was like 1:45, I was reallllly anxious to leave the party, so I was like “mom, I’m leaving okay?” (even though I felt kind of bad, since it’s my party and all, but whatever, tiring x_x) So I went in Anne’s car and saw these two random guys in her car (her friends, not robbers…yet) so she drove them to the beach. And then bullshit someone else calls her and asks for a ride home and it’s like … “take the damn bus” We were on the freeway and saw these random motorcyclists. And one of them up and does a wheelie for like a few seconds (not long enough for me to take my camera out TT_TT) So then we get near Gina’s and those guys or w/e call Anne back and says they left their wallet in the car so they don’t have cash to take the bus. And WTF the bus costs like 50 cents, why the hell don’t any of the other people have one. But, Anne decides to drive back anyway and five minutes later, Londyn remembers that she forgot her camera in Anne’s car. So she calls Anne who affirms that yes, the camera is in the car. Except…when Anne comes back, it’s NOT in the car. And now (summarizing) it’s possible that they (people Anne took home) either *accidentally* took it or maliciously just plain stole it. Anyhow, police report filed. I guess we’ll see in a few days what happens.

Regina’s was fun :D Food was good there too! And cake! Rouel came after we had been there an hour or two. (XD that is all.) We played some Obscure: the Aftermath. Regina & Rouel teamed up and were unsuccessful and then Chelsea & I teamed up and were MORE unsuccessful. That was a rush xD We ended up playing some Rock Band (which we had done earlier too without Rouel) into the night. Rouel sang :) We were reminded that he is a freaking genius. He doesn’t even own the game and plays by watching videos on Youtube. (Ugh, I’m going to try that.) And, even though he failed a couple of times, he still was better than all of us (except maybe Regina…..) R&R dueted (yes, that is now a verb) a couple of times on vocals. (*remembers “I’m so Sick”*) We played a little more after he left and then Chelsea’s brother gave Lisa & I a ride home xD

Sunday: Picked up Regina, got El Pollo Loco and went to go bowling @ Lucky Strike (Del Amo) I waited like ten freaking minutes for my Jamba Juice while waiting for Londyn. So we all go to Lucky Strike together (Marika got there earlier too) and see Chelsea on the way xD (JJ is not that far from LS). Chelsea’s mom, being awesome, bought us two games + shoe rentals for the place :) So I put everyone’s name on a piece of paper while waiting for everyone to arrive. There were 8 of us (+ Jared, Chels’ bro). So we split into 5 & 4. Team 4: Chelsea, Tammie, Monica, Regina & Team 5: Asia, Marukai, Londyn (temporarily London as it was spelled incorrectly on the screen xD), Madeleine (temporarily Madeline for the same reason as London), & Jared. Team 5 kicked ass. That is all. Well no, it’s not. Haha. We were facing off by averages. I think I got 91 first game (incredibly bad when compared to REAL BOWLERS but not in our group xD) Marika led by getting 122. I think Chelsea beat Jared by like 3 points, sad, haha. Monica can’t bowl? And I was disappointed in Regina LOL Our team was pretty good :) Second game, we still kicked their butts xD Also: Monica, if you’re reading this, Madeleine was telling Londyn “You don’t HAVE to be the big loser in the game. See, you can beat Monica. And you’ll be the second worst!” Then we ate & PF Chang’s. The food was soooo good. I don’t know what my favorite thing was <_< I was like super full though. Then we parted ways. Londyn & I bought tickets for Sex & the City and met up with the others @ Forever 21. After we went to the bathroom though, we couldn’t find them, so we just left to window shop.

Having money is fun :) We went to the dead side of the mall. Londyn got a new shirt @ Aaah’s and I got a cute cheap-o bag (only $5 so w/e) and some candy. I looked for some rock candy @ the Sweet shop and there was none D= But there was this awesome Reese’s pillow! So I grab it, ask how much it is and it’s about $30. I’m like…whatever, so I tell her to ring it up. And I’m so happy :) I turn it around. It’s NOT a Reese’s pillow. It’s a RUNTS pillow. I was going to cry because I didn’t want it anymore LOL So I suddenly see the SweetTarts pillow which I also thought was cute but initially didn’t want to buy because it wasn’t soft (it’s metallic fabric). I immediately ask to buy this one instead and the cashier lady obliges :) (it’s the same price I think LOL) So yeah…I carried this around the mall. We smelled Cinnabon. So I bought one for Londyn and one for me :) We’re so awesome that we were on time for the movie. The movie was really good, although if Mr. Fitz saw this movie, he’d be like “THAT’S NOT LOVE” and omg Christian Vocations has had an impact on me, haha because even I was laughing at some absurd parts. I really loved the movie though.

Anyhow, I’m tired now. I haven’t had food today. I think my mom is bringing it…She should be arriving right about…

NOW (and I’m right xD) kk later

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